I wanted to add that you also do not simply exist within the confounds of what you think you know to be true about this universe and the many realities that exist within it. Do not be afraid to learn. Knowledge is power, knowledge is INFINITE and to rob yourself of it is the greatest injustice you could do yourself. Be Scholarly.

I have been to New York City four times in my life. I cannot even begin to describe the excitement and the feeling of that city. There truly are no words in the English language that would allow me to articulate my love for New York with you. I would imagine the feeling would be ten fold if I were able to move to New York.

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As human beings, we have forgotten how to not only exist upon this Earth, but with this Earth. A tree breathes what we exhale. We breathe what the tree exhales. This gives us a common destiny with the tree. We are a part of this Earth. We are not separate from it and we are not separate from this universe and whatever magnificent force may be out there, but we are a part of it. Modern mythology may tell us that we are lesser than it, but that is a myth used to control the masses..we ARE it. But, we have forgotten. We have evolved technologically and devolved spiritually and look where it has taken us. It has taken us into an age of nuclear weapons where one detonation will wipe out entire cities and leave the shadows of its victims forever etched into some dimension that we cant comprehend, its led us into a world of man made religion where faith means nothing and we are scared to even question what television tells us is true. When is the last time you planted something? When is the last time I planted something? When is the last time you sat outside and really meditated on the fact that your dna is the same as that around you and you are a part of your atmosphere…not some separate being that exists only within the confounds of social norms and corporate cultural machines. Love, live, learn, and exist with what you are.

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Well, I havent been writing much because Kelley gave me one of my Christmas gifts early and it was The Sims 2 Deluxe Edition! Im pretty much addicted to this game and I spend hours downloading stuff for it and even more hours playing it. Right now im thinking about starting my own neighborhood with all of my custom chars in it. That will be cool.

Anyway, Soda leaves tomorrow. At about 6AM to go to his grandmothers house. I dont know how I feel about it. Generally I am pretty cool with it and I enjoy my alone time but I feel sad this year for some reason. Like, I dont know what im gonna do without him. I have to get things on my own, work on my own, be alone all day everyday. I dont know if ill be able to handle it..so..im going to take my anxiety medication. That will help out.  I do get separation anxiety when I am away from him. Not anything that is connected to attachment issues but I feel like hes been my security blanket now for so long and I feel at ease and comfortable as long as hes around and when hes gone its like..I dont know what to do with myself. Im used to having someone around to talk to, etc. I dunno. Hard to explain. I can just imagine when 7AM rolls around and I realize hes gone for a while. The sinking feeling in my stomach and the dread. I will be ok though. Ill pick up blogging again and that will make me feel better.

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Im gonna learn how to make electronic music. Like, electronica, house, techno, industrial, electroclash, etc, etc. I have always wanted to be able to have a musical outlet for myself but I never learned how to play any instruments. I do sing, but id like to make music. So, im gonna try my hand at making some digital tunes, hahaa. I already have so many great ideas…I just have to figure out how to set them in motion. Ill keep you updated!

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A while ago Soda and I were browsing a really awesome website that I found that has tons of gadgets, toys and just basically, tons of a kick butt stuff . So, yeah, anyway…we were browsing through the list of all the kick butt stuff and he saw something he wanted me to click it and check it out. So I did. He was soooo excited about this particular item  and he couldnt stop talking about how cool it was, going through all of its features and his eyes were just sparkling with excitement. This item is a little bit on the expensive side though. So, I know for a fact that he wasnt putting on some show with the idea that because he looked so interested, I would buy it for him. This thing is totally out of our price range. I mean TOTALLY.

The look on his face and the excitement that he had while looking at this thing and talking about it and telling me what he would do if he had it…it just made me feel like I HAVE to get this item for him for Christmas. I want to be responsible for all that excitement that happens when he opens up his gift and sees what it is. I want that SO bad. That would be the perfect gift for ME. To be responsible for him feeling that way.

So..I saved up and it is looking like I might be able to get him this item. I really hope so. And that my friends..is what love does to you, lmfao.

Its also relatively safe to write about this. He hasnt been getting on the computer at all lately but I still dont want to write exactly WHAT it is.