Im not really sure whats going on with me tonight. Ive just got this overall “blah” feeling and im not sure why. Its not exactly..depressed..its just…uncomfortable complacency I guess you could say, if that makes any sense? Sometimes I feel like I am tired of the monotony of life and I want a change but I know that realistically, that change isnt going to happen and that makes me very uncomfortable, kind of sad. Not exactly depressed..just kind of…blah.

This happens to me from time to time and it usually goes away within a day or so, its relatively short lived because I think that at this point I have accepted my position in life, even if I am not 100 percent happy with it.
Theres really nothing I would change at this point, I dont know. Its weird.